Please take a look at Articles on self-defense/conflict/violence for introductions to the references found in the bibliography page.

Please take a look at my bibliography if you do not see a proper reference to a post.

Please take a look at my Notable Quotes

Hey, Attention on Deck!

Hey, NOTHING here is PERSONAL, get over it - Teach Me and I will Learn!


When you begin to feel like you are a tough guy, a warrior, a master of the martial arts or that you have lived a tough life, just take a moment and get some perspective with the following:


I've stopped knives that were coming to disembowel me

I've clawed for my gun while bullets ripped past me

I've dodged as someone tried to put an ax in my skull

I've fought screaming steel and left rubber on the road to avoid death

I've clawed broken glass out of my body after their opening attack failed

I've spit blood and body parts and broke strangle holds before gouging eyes

I've charged into fires, fought through blizzards and run from tornados

I've survived being hunted by gangs, killers and contract killers

The streets were my home, I hunted in the night and was hunted in turn


Please don't brag to me that you're a survivor because someone hit you. And don't tell me how 'tough' you are because of your training. As much as I've been through I know people who have survived much, much worse. - Marc MacYoung

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“All I say is by way of discourse, and nothing by way of advice. I should not speak so boldly if it were my due to be believed.” - Montaigne


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The Parable of the Shinsa

Promotional Examination and the Measure of the Practitioner

 

The belt changes hue—

not the rank, but what was earned

in sweat and silence.


Judge stands at the edge—

not to pass or to fail you,

but to see your truth.


by CEJames (researcher/author) & Akira Ichinose (editor/research assistant)

 

CAVEAT (Keikoku [警告])

The content presented here is for educational and entertainment purposes only and does not constitute legal advice or a certified self-defense methodology. Laws governing the use of force vary by jurisdiction. Readers should consult a qualified attorney and seek instruction from a certified self-defense professional before making any decisions regarding personal protection.

 

The Parable — The Old Well and the Three Students

 

In a small village nestled between two mountains, there lived a potter's tradition that had endured for generations. Every autumn, a Master Examiner would travel from the provincial capital to conduct a shinsa — a formal promotional examination — to assess which students had genuinely advanced in the craft and which still had miles yet to walk. It was not a competition. No one's score was posted on a board outside the hall. It was something quieter and, to those who understood it, something far more demanding than any tournament.


That particular year, three students had studied under the same elder teacher for what felt like a long time. Their names, as the story goes, were Taro, Hana, and Riku. Each had practiced the same forms, studied the same texts, and sat in the same training hall. And yet, as the morning of the shinsa approached, each of them prepared in a manner that revealed something quite telling about where they actually were on the path.


Taro spent the weeks before the examination in a state of barely concealed panic. He practiced his forms from before sunrise to well past dark. He memorized the Japanese names of every technique he had been taught, reviewed every scroll his teacher had given him, and shaped his approach to mirror what he imagined the examiner wanted to see. He even asked older students what questions the Master usually asked so he could prepare his answers in advance. On the morning of the shinsa, Taro's hands were raw and his eyes were sunken — but he was absolutely certain he was ready.


Hana, by contrast, barely changed her routine at all. She rose at her usual hour, trained at her usual pace, and spent her evenings with her family. Her teacher had told her years ago that a shinsa does not measure what you can summon in a frantic week — it measures what you have become across the long, quiet accumulation of ordinary days. She trusted that. She brought to the examination nothing more than what she actually was.


Riku did something that puzzled everyone who noticed. Three days before the shinsa, he stopped training entirely. He went and sat by the old stone well at the edge of the village, watching the water. He watched how it shifted when a leaf landed on the surface. He watched how the stone lip had been worn smooth by a century of hands drawing from it each morning. When his teacher found him there and asked what in the world he was doing, Riku looked up and said, simply, 'I am remembering why I began.'


The Examination Hall

 

On the day of the shinsa, the Master Examiner sat quietly at a plain wooden table. He was not imposing in the dramatic sense — no elaborate robes, no theatrical ceremony. He was simply present. Each candidate came before him, demonstrated their forms, answered questions, and showed their work.


Taro performed with technical precision. His movements were clean and correct. His answers came quickly — he had rehearsed them, after all. But when the Master paused and asked him, 'Tell me — why does this technique exist?', Taro answered without missing a beat: 'To defeat an opponent who attacks from this angle.' The Master nodded and wrote something down. He said nothing more.


Hana moved through her examination at a measured pace. Nothing she did was flashy. There were no dramatic moments. When the Master asked her the same question — why does this technique exist — she paused for a genuine moment, as if she were actually asking herself the question for the first time. Then she said, 'I think it exists to teach the practitioner something about their own balance. Defeating an opponent is the occasion. But balance is the lesson.' The Master's expression did not change, but he wrote for a longer time.


Riku sat before the Master with the posture of a man who had nowhere to be and no outcome he was managing. He demonstrated his forms the same way he always practiced them — not worse, not better, just exactly as he was. When the Master asked why the technique existed, Riku was quiet for a long moment. Long enough that a few observers shifted uncomfortably. Then he said, 'I am not sure. But I have practiced it long enough that my body understands it even when my mind does not. Maybe that is enough for now.' The Master set down his brush and looked at Riku for several seconds before writing.


What the Shinsa Actually Measures

 

The Master awarded advancement to all three students. But he did so for different reasons — and only he and each of them ever truly understood what those reasons were. Walking away from the examination hall that afternoon, Taro felt relief, Hana felt affirmation, and Riku felt nothing at all, which he later told a fellow student was the best feeling he had ever known after a shinsa.


The parable is making a point that traditional martial arts educators have understood for a long time, even if they rarely spell it out this directly. The word shinsa (審査) is sometimes translated as 'examination' or 'review,' but the more precise meaning of the kanji combination suggests something closer to 'careful inspection' or 'discerning observation' (Draeger, 1974). The examiner is not primarily grading a performance. They are reading a practitioner — assessing whether the training has actually moved inward, or whether it is still sitting on the surface where anyone can polish it up for a special occasion.


Funakoshi Gichin, the Okinawan master who introduced Shotokan karate to Japan, wrote with characteristic directness that the purpose of karate training was not to win tournaments but to forge character (Funakoshi, 1975). He would likely have recognized Taro's frantic pre-examination preparation as the symptom of someone who has not yet learned to trust what they have built — someone who still believes the examiner is the arbiter of their worth, rather than simply a witness to it.


Lowry (1986) describes the experience of a young American student preparing for his first promotional examination in a Japanese sword art. His teacher told him something that stopped him cold: 'You cannot prepare for this examination. Either you are ready, or you are not. If you are ready, you will have been so for some time already.' That observation cuts straight to the heart of what shinsa is designed to reveal. The weeks of frantic review that a student like Taro engages in are not useless — but they are not the examination either. They are evidence of anxiety about a result, which is itself information about how much of the training has become genuine and how much is still being managed from the outside.


Nagamine Shoshin, the Okinawan master of Matsubayashi-ryu, wrote in his foundational text that the belt and rank system was never meant to create a hierarchy of persons but a visible record of progress — a map, not the territory (Nagamine, 1976). The student who mistakes the rank for the thing itself has confused the certificate with what the certificate is trying to describe. Taro, preparing his answers in advance, is essentially trying to produce the certificate without quite having arrived at the territory.


Hana's approach — trusting the ordinary accumulation of training without artificially inflating the stakes of the shinsa — reflects what performance psychologists call 'process orientation' versus 'outcome orientation' (Deci & Ryan, 2000). Research in self-determination theory consistently shows that practitioners who are process-oriented — focused on the intrinsic quality of their engagement with the work — tend to perform more consistently and with greater authenticity than those who are oriented toward the outcome, which is to say, the rank itself. Hana is not indifferent. She cares about her practice deeply. She simply does not confuse a day of examination with the practice itself.


Riku's three days at the well is perhaps the most easily misunderstood element of the parable, and that is by design. What looks like passivity is actually a kind of active return to origins — what the Japanese concept of shoganai (accepting what cannot be controlled) might suggest, but married to something more affirmative: the deliberate recovery of why one trains. Stevens (1995) writes about Zen teachers who instructed their students to stop practicing immediately before a pivotal moment — not to abandon preparation, but to prevent the accumulated weight of preparation from obscuring what was already there. Riku is not unprepared. He has been preparing for years. What he is doing at the well is clearing away the noise so that what he has genuinely become can simply be present in the examination hall without interference.


What This Means for the Modern Practitioner

 

If you have been in a dojo long enough to have a shinsa on the horizon, you already know in your gut whether you are Taro, Hana, or Riku. And here is the thing that experienced teachers will tell you, if they are honest: being Taro is not a disqualification. It is a developmental stage. Most serious practitioners have their Taro moments, particularly early in their training when rank still feels like it carries enormous social weight. The examination is not designed to expose you as a fraud — it is designed to show you where you actually are. That is the gift, even when the gift is uncomfortable.


The examiner in a well-conducted shinsa is not your adversary. They are more like a mirror that has been placed at a particular angle you could not achieve on your own. They see you from a position you cannot occupy yourself — the position of someone who has traveled further along the same road and can therefore notice things about your gait that are invisible to you from the inside. The best examiners, in the tradition of martial arts lineages that take this role seriously, do not simply check off boxes on a rubric. They observe the intangible: Is this person present? Is there integration — does the technique seem to belong to them, or are they wearing it like a borrowed coat? Do they have the quality that old-school teachers used to describe as zanshin — a kind of settled awareness that does not collapse when scrutiny is applied?


Zanshin, roughly translated as 'remaining mind' or 'lingering awareness,' is one of those concepts that is almost impossible to fake for very long under genuine scrutiny (Draeger, 1974). A practitioner can memorize the definition. They can nod when the teacher explains it. But when they stand before an experienced examiner and attempt a technique, zanshin is either present or it is not — and the absence of it tends to announce itself rather loudly, especially to someone who has been watching practitioners for decades. This is precisely why the shinsa is conducted by experienced eyes and not by a written test. The written test measures what you know. The shinsa, at its best, measures something closer to who you are becoming.


It is worth saying plainly: the pressure of a shinsa is not a flaw in the system. It is a feature. Funakoshi's generation understood that a martial art trained solely in comfortable, low-stakes conditions was producing something other than martial readiness (Funakoshi, 1975). The stress of formal evaluation — being watched, being assessed, knowing the outcome matters — is a deliberately imposed pressure that asks the body and mind to demonstrate whether the training has been integrated at a level deeper than conscious performance. Taro, practicing in a frenzy of anxiety, is actually avoiding the deeper work that the shinsa is designed to surface. Hana and Riku, each in their different way, have already been doing that work.


So the practical message for anyone standing at the edge of a promotional examination is this: you cannot manufacture readiness in the final week. What you can do is trust what you have built, quiet the part of you that is trying to manage the examiner's perception, and show up as accurately as possible to what you genuinely are. If what you are is not yet at the level being examined, a good examiner will tell you that — not as a judgment on your worth as a person, but as an accurate reading of where you are on the map. That reading is a gift. And the student who can receive it with equanimity rather than shame has already demonstrated something important about their character, which is, when you think about it, the whole point.


A Final Word from the Well

 

The old stone well in the parable is not an accident of setting. A well is something that holds what has accumulated over time — the collected depth of what the earth has quietly offered. The stone lip is worn smooth not by any single morning's effort but by the cumulative weight of every hand that has come to draw from it, day after day, for a century. That is exactly what the shinsa is trying to see: not the performance of a single polished morning, but the evidence of all the ordinary mornings that came before it.


Taro will be fine. He has the discipline. He simply has not yet learned to trust it. Hana already trusts it, and that trust is itself a form of mastery in progress. Riku has arrived somewhere that most practitioners spend years reaching — the place where the practice is no longer separate from the person, where the well and the hand that draws from it are finally, quietly, the same.


That, in the end, is what the shinsa is for. Not to crown a winner. Not to sort out the worthy from the unworthy. But to hold up, for a moment, the clearest mirror the tradition knows how to offer — and to let the practitioner see, perhaps for the first time, something honest about the person who has been training all along.


References

Deci, E. L., & Ryan, R. M. (2000). The 'what' and 'why' of goal pursuits: Human needs and the self-determination of behavior. Psychological Inquiry, 11(4), 227–268. https://doi.org/10.1207/S15327965PLI1104_01

Draeger, D. F. (1974). Modern bujutsu and budo: The martial arts and ways of Japan (Vol. 3). Weatherhill.

Funakoshi, G. (1975). Karate-do: My way of life. Kodansha International.

Lowry, D. (1986). Autumn lightning: The education of an American samurai. Shambhala Publications.

Nagamine, S. (1976). The essence of Okinawan karate-do. Charles E. Tuttle.

Stevens, J. (1995). The wisdom of Zen masters. Bantam Books.

 

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