Please take a look at Articles on self-defense/conflict/violence for introductions to the references found in the bibliography page.

Please take a look at my bibliography if you do not see a proper reference to a post.

Please take a look at my Notable Quotes

Hey, Attention on Deck!

Hey, NOTHING here is PERSONAL, get over it - Teach Me and I will Learn!


When you begin to feel like you are a tough guy, a warrior, a master of the martial arts or that you have lived a tough life, just take a moment and get some perspective with the following:


I've stopped knives that were coming to disembowel me

I've clawed for my gun while bullets ripped past me

I've dodged as someone tried to put an ax in my skull

I've fought screaming steel and left rubber on the road to avoid death

I've clawed broken glass out of my body after their opening attack failed

I've spit blood and body parts and broke strangle holds before gouging eyes

I've charged into fires, fought through blizzards and run from tornados

I've survived being hunted by gangs, killers and contract killers

The streets were my home, I hunted in the night and was hunted in turn


Please don't brag to me that you're a survivor because someone hit you. And don't tell me how 'tough' you are because of your training. As much as I've been through I know people who have survived much, much worse. - Marc MacYoung

WARNING, CAVEAT AND NOTE

The postings on this blog are my interpretation of readings, studies and experiences therefore errors and omissions are mine and mine alone. The content surrounding the extracts of books, see bibliography on this blog site, are also mine and mine alone therefore errors and omissions are also mine and mine alone and therefore why I highly recommended one read, study, research and fact find the material for clarity. My effort here is self-clarity toward a fuller understanding of the subject matter. See the bibliography for information on the books. Please make note that this article/post is my personal analysis of the subject and the information used was chosen or picked by me. It is not an analysis piece because it lacks complete and comprehensive research, it was not adequately and completely investigated and it is not balanced, i.e., it is my personal view without the views of others including subject experts, etc. Look at this as “Infotainment rather then expert research.” This is an opinion/editorial article/post meant to persuade the reader to think, decide and accept or reject my premise. It is an attempt to cause change or reinforce attitudes, beliefs and values as they apply to martial arts and/or self-defense. It is merely a commentary on the subject in the particular article presented.


Note: I will endevor to provide a bibliography and italicize any direct quotes from the materials I use for this blog. If there are mistakes, errors, and/or omissions, I take full responsibility for them as they are mine and mine alone. If you find any mistakes, errors, and/or omissions please comment and let me know along with the correct information and/or sources.



“What you are reading right now is a blog. It’s written and posted by me, because I want to. I get no financial remuneration for writing it. I don’t have to meet anyone’s criteria in order to post it. Not only I don’t have an employer or publisher, but I’m not even constrained by having to please an audience. If people won’t like it, they won’t read it, but I won’t lose anything by it. Provided I don’t break any laws (libel, incitement to violence, etc.), I can post whatever I want. This means that I can write openly and honestly, however controversial my opinions may be. It also means that I could write total bullshit; there is no quality control. I could be biased. I could be insane. I could be trolling. … not all sources are equivalent, and all sources have their pros and cons. These needs to be taken into account when evaluating information, and all information should be evaluated. - God’s Bastard, Sourcing Sources (this applies to this and other blogs by me as well; if you follow the idea's, advice or information you are on your own, don't come crying to me, it is all on you do do the work to make sure it works for you!)



“You should prepare yourself to dedicate at least five or six years to your training and practice to understand the philosophy and physiokinetics of martial arts and karate so that you can understand the true spirit of everything and dedicate your mind, body and spirit to the discipline of the art.” - cejames (note: you are on your own, make sure you get expert hands-on guidance in all things martial and self-defense)



“All I say is by way of discourse, and nothing by way of advice. I should not speak so boldly if it were my due to be believed.” - Montaigne


I am not a leading authority on any one discipline that I write about and teach, it is my hope and wish that with all the subjects I have studied it provides me an advantage point that I offer in as clear and cohesive writings as possible in introducing the matters in my materials. I hope to serve as one who inspires direction in the practitioner so they can go on to discover greater teachers and professionals that will build on this fundamental foundation. Find the authorities and synthesize a wholehearted and holistic concept, perception and belief that will not drive your practices but rather inspire them to evolve, grow and prosper. My efforts are born of those who are more experienced and knowledgable than I. I hope you find that path! See the bibliography I provide for an initial list of experts, professionals and masters of the subjects.

🇺🇸The Lantern You Cannot Hold🇺🇸

A Conversational Exploration of Consciousness


Still water at dawn—

the fish does not know the pond,

yet is the water.


Who lights the candle

that illuminates itself?

The flame asks nothing.


CAVEAT: Keikoku (警告)

The content presented in this work is produced solely for educational, research, and creative purposes and does not constitute legal advice, a certified self-defense methodology, or the official position of any organization, institution, or government body. All views and opinions expressed herein are those of the authors alone. Laws and statutes governing the use of force, personal protection, and related conduct vary by jurisdiction. Readers and practitioners are strongly advised to consult a qualified attorney and to seek instruction from a certified self-defense professional before making any decisions regarding personal protection or the use of force. 


Where this work contains fictional narrative, all names, characters, incidents, and dialogue are products of the authors’ imagination and are not to be construed as factual, historical, or representative of any real person, living or dead, or any actual event. Any resemblance to real persons or events is entirely coincidental. All content is protected under applicable copyright law. Unauthorized reproduction, distribution, or transmission of this material, in whole or in part, by any means — electronic, mechanical, photographic, or otherwise — is strictly prohibited without the express written permission of the authors.

 

by CEJames (researcher/author) & Akira C. Ichinose (editor/research assistant) [James-Ichinose]


The Question That Asks Itself

Here is an odd thing to notice: you are reading these words. Somewhere behind your eyes, something is happening that is more than mere information processing — there is, presumably, a felt sense of reading, a quality of experience, a little interior light that makes these marks on a page into meaning. That interior light is what philosophers and scientists call consciousness, and it is, without question, one of the most bewildering puzzles in all of human inquiry.


The philosopher David Chalmers (1995) gave the puzzle its now-famous name: the "hard problem." The easy problems of consciousness — explaining how the brain integrates information, controls behavior, responds to stimuli — are actually quite tractable in principle. We can imagine, with enough neuroscience, explaining all of those. But the hard problem asks: why is there something it is like to be a brain doing all that? Why isn't it all just dark machinery, humming away without any inner glow at all?


Nobody has cracked it. And yet here we are, undeniably conscious, asking the question. It is a bit like a lantern wondering about its own light: the very act of wondering is evidence of the thing being wondered about.

 

A Parable: The Fisherman and the River

An old fisherman spent his life on a wide river. He knew every current, every eddy, every fish that rose to the surface at dusk. One evening a young student rowed out to him and asked, 'Old man, what is the river?' The fisherman was quiet a long while. Finally he said, 'I cannot show it to you from the outside, because there is no outside — not for me. I am in it. It is in me. My nets smell of it. When I dream, I dream in water.' The student returned to shore no wiser in words, but carrying something she had not had before.


Consciousness is like that river. We cannot step outside it to examine it the way a scientist might examine a specimen under glass — because the examination is itself happening inside it. Every theory of consciousness, every experiment, every philosophical argument, is conducted by a conscious mind using the very thing it is trying to understand. This is not a flaw in the investigation; it is the central, astonishing feature of the terrain.

 

The Main Maps — and Their Limits

Several well-developed theories attempt to chart this river. It is worth surveying them conversationally, because each captures something true even where it falls short.


Global Workspace Theory (GWT), developed by Bernard Baars (1988) and extended by Dehaene and colleagues, pictures consciousness as something like a broadcasting system. Imagine a large theater with many specialist workers offstage — vision, memory, language, emotion — each doing their job in the dark. Consciousness is what happens when one of those specialists steps into the spotlight at center stage, and their information suddenly becomes available to everyone else in the building. On this view, to be conscious of something is to have it globally broadcast across the brain. GWT has impressive empirical support and maps neatly onto neural findings about the prefrontal cortex and thalamocortical loops.


Integrated Information Theory (IIT), championed by Giulio Tononi (2004), takes a radically different tack. It proposes that consciousness is identical to integrated information — a mathematical quantity called phi (Φ). The more a system's parts causally constrain one another in an irreducible way, the more conscious it is. A human brain has very high Φ. A simple logic gate, very low. Intriguingly, IIT implies that some form of experience might be far more widespread in nature than we typically assume — a position that edges toward panpsychism, the view that experience is a fundamental feature of reality itself.


Higher-Order Theories (HOT), associated with David Rosenthal (1990) and others, propose that a mental state is conscious only when there is another mental state representing it — a thought about a thought. On this view, what makes your experience of the color red conscious is not the raw sensory signal, but your mind's implicit representation of itself having that sensory signal. Critics have worried this creates an infinite regress, though defenders argue the hierarchy terminates somewhere.


Predictive Processing (PP), synthesized powerfully by Andy Clark (2016) and Karl Friston, offers yet another lens. The brain, on this account, is fundamentally a prediction machine — constantly generating models of what is about to happen and updating them when reality diverges. Consciousness, on some versions of this view, is what it is like to be a generative model running in biological hardware, perpetually sculpting experience out of prior expectations and sensory surprise.

 

Metaphors Worth Sitting With

William James, who gave us the phrase stream of consciousness in 1890, suggested that experience is not a collection of discrete beads strung on a wire but a continuous flow — always moving, always partly ahead of itself, shaped by attention the way a riverbank shapes water. That metaphor still feels true. We do not experience the world in still frames; we experience it as ongoing, context-rich, already-interpreted before we can quite catch it.


Daniel Dennett (1991) offers a more deflationary metaphor: consciousness, he suggests, is something like the "fame" a neural signal achieves in the brain's ongoing competition for representational dominance. There is no single Cartesian theater where the show is watched by a homunculus; there is just the show, and "fame" is what we mistakenly reify into a separate spectator. Many find this bracing; others find it frankly unsatisfying — as though explaining why a symphony is beautiful by describing the motion of air molecules.


Here is a metaphor of our own making: imagine consciousness as a campfire in a vast dark forest. The fire does not illuminate the whole forest, only the circle immediately around it. Beyond that circle, the trees stand in darkness — not because they do not exist, but because the light has not reached them. What we attend to is lit; the vast remainder of our neural processing hums in the dark. And the fire itself — who built it? Who feeds it? We warm ourselves at it without ever quite seeing the hands that struck the flint.

 

Qualia — The Color of the Inside

Frank Jackson (1982) presented one of philosophy's most elegant thought experiments: Mary is a brilliant scientist who has lived her entire life in a black-and-white room. She has learned every physical fact there is to know about color vision — the wavelengths, the cone cells, the neural pathways. Then one day she steps out of the room and sees, for the first time, a ripe red tomato.


Does she learn something new? Jackson thought yes: she learns what it is like to see red. That felt quality — what philosophers call a quale (plural: qualia) — seems resistant to any purely physical description. Thomas Nagel (1974) made a similar point with his famous paper "What Is It Like to Be a Bat?" — arguing that no amount of behavioral or neurological description captures the inner, felt dimension of echolocation experience.


These arguments do not prove dualism is true — that the mind is made of some non-physical stuff. But they do make vivid exactly why consciousness is so hard. The felt redness of red, the dull ache of a bruised knee, the subtle unease of being watched — these qualities seem to resist being fully captured in the third-person language of science, which deals in structures and functions. Whether that resistance is permanent and deep, or merely a symptom of our current explanatory immaturity, remains genuinely open.

 

Voices from the East — No-Self and Pure Awareness

Western analytic philosophy tends to frame consciousness as a property of individual minds, each a self-contained lantern. But Buddhist philosophy challenges this framing at the root. The doctrine of anatta — non-self — holds that what we call "the self" is not a fixed, unified entity but a flowing process of aggregates: form, sensation, perception, mental formations, and consciousness itself. The experience of being a unified, continuous self is, on this view, a kind of useful fiction, an emergent narrative rather than a metaphysical bedrock.


This is not mere mysticism; contemporary neuroscientists like Francisco Varela, Evan Thompson, and Eleanor Rosch — in their landmark work The Embodied Mind (1991) — argued compellingly for a dialogue between cognitive science and Buddhist phenomenology. Their enactivist framework holds that mind and world co-arise, that experience is not inside the head but is constituted in the dynamic interaction between organism and environment.


Advaita Vedanta offers yet another angle: pure consciousness (Brahman) is not a property of the brain but the fundamental ground of all reality. Individual consciousness is like a wave that believes itself separate from the ocean. The wave is real; its separateness is the illusion. Whether or not one accepts the metaphysics, this tradition has cultivated extraordinarily refined first-person methods — meditation, introspection, contemplative inquiry — that have generated phenomenological data Western science is only beginning to take seriously.

 

The Silicon Question — Can Machines Be Conscious?

As artificial intelligence grows more sophisticated, the question of machine consciousness moves from science fiction to genuine philosophical urgency. John Searle's famous Chinese Room argument (1980) suggests that symbol manipulation — however fluent — is not sufficient for understanding, and by extension for consciousness. A system might pass every behavioral test for awareness while remaining, in Searle's vivid phrase, "syntax without semantics": all the right outputs, none of the inner light.


Others are less certain. If IIT is correct, then consciousness supervenes on causal structure, not on biology — and a sufficiently integrated artificial system might indeed have genuine experience. If Global Workspace Theory is correct, the same logic applies: what matters is the functional architecture, not the substrate.


We sit here, at this moment, genuinely uncertain. That uncertainty should be taken seriously — not as an excuse for anthropomorphism, but as a reminder that our intuitions about which systems can have inner lives were formed in a world that contained only one kind of conscious entity. We may be like villagers who have only ever seen candles, trying to decide whether a light bulb counts as fire.

 

A Counter-Argument — And Why It Deserves Respect

It would be intellectually dishonest to present all of the above without acknowledging the most serious counter-position: eliminative materialism, or what is sometimes called the "deflationary" or "illusionist" view of consciousness. Its most rigorous contemporary advocate is Keith Frankish (2016), building on earlier work by Dennett.


The eliminativist argues, bluntly, that qualia — as traditionally conceived — do not exist. The felt redness of red, the raw "what-it-is-likeness," is itself a kind of introspective illusion. We are misrepresenting our own inner states. On this view, Mary the color scientist does not learn a new non-physical fact when she sees red; she updates a functional representation, and her sense that she learned something irreducibly qualitative is itself a product of how the brain models its own processes. Frankish calls this "illusionism": the illusion is not that we are conscious, but that consciousness has this mysterious, non-physical, irreducibly qualitative character that resists physical explanation.


This view is coherent. It has the considerable virtue of not requiring us to posit anything beyond the physical. And perspective-taking demands we acknowledge that if the eliminativist is right, much of the preceding discussion has been chasing a ghost — a ghost conjured by the peculiar way brains model themselves.


Where we respectfully disagree — and intellectual humility requires that word "respectfully" to carry genuine weight — is on the phenomenology itself. The eliminativist must account for the very vivid impression of qualia, and the explanatory gap between "functional representation" and the felt experience of redness seems, to many careful thinkers, to remain unclosed. Frankish acknowledges this; his view does not deny the challenge. But to say the impression of qualitative experience is an illusion is to invoke an illusion that seems, paradoxically, to have qualitative character of its own. The ghost has a very convincing heartbeat.

We hold this question open. That openness is not weakness; it is the appropriate epistemic posture before one of the deepest puzzles in existence.

 

Why It Matters — Practical Implications

One might ask whether all this philosophizing has any bearing on ordinary life. It does — more than might be expected.


In the martial arts traditions we write about — particularly the Okinawan and Japanese lineages — consciousness is not merely an abstract puzzle but the very medium of practice. 


  • Mushin (no-mind), 
  • metsuke (gaze that is also a quality of attention), 
  • fudoshin (immovable mind), 
  • kakugo (resolute readiness) — 


all of these concepts describe specific modes of conscious awareness, cultivated deliberately over years of practice. They presuppose that consciousness is plastic, trainable, and consequential: that what you attend to shapes what you perceive, and what you perceive shapes what you can do.


Modern neuroscience, for its part, strongly supports this intuition. Research on attention (Posner & Petersen, 1990), on mindfulness-based interventions (Kabat-Zinn, 1994), on the relationship between interoceptive awareness and emotional regulation (Craig, 2002) — all converge on the view that deliberate cultivation of conscious attention has real, measurable effects on brain function, emotional resilience, and even physical health.


To take consciousness seriously as a philosophical mystery is also to take seriously the practices that work with it. The meditator, the martial artist, the contemplative — these figures are not escaping from the hard problem. They are doing empirical research on it, in the only laboratory available: the laboratory of lived experience.

 

Closing Thoughts — The Flame That Questions Itself

We do not know what consciousness is. That is the honest thing to say. We know a great deal about its neural correlates, its functional architecture, its evolutionary history, and its disruption in pathological states. But the question of why physical processes give rise to felt experience — why there is something it is like to be you, reading this, right now — remains irreducibly mysterious.


The mystery is not a failure. It is an invitation. It invites rigorous science, careful philosophy, contemplative practice, and — perhaps most of all — a certain quality of attention: the willingness to sit with a question that does not resolve, to hold it the way one holds a hand grenade with the pin still in, carefully, without throwing it away.


Remember the old fisherman on the river. He could not step outside the water to show you what water is. But he could offer you a net, a paddle, and the accumulated wisdom of a life spent immersed. Perhaps that is, for now, enough.

 

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