Please take a look at Articles on self-defense/conflict/violence for introductions to the references found in the bibliography page.

Please take a look at my bibliography if you do not see a proper reference to a post.

Please take a look at my Notable Quotes

Hey, Attention on Deck!

Hey, NOTHING here is PERSONAL, get over it - Teach Me and I will Learn!


When you begin to feel like you are a tough guy, a warrior, a master of the martial arts or that you have lived a tough life, just take a moment and get some perspective with the following:


I've stopped knives that were coming to disembowel me

I've clawed for my gun while bullets ripped past me

I've dodged as someone tried to put an ax in my skull

I've fought screaming steel and left rubber on the road to avoid death

I've clawed broken glass out of my body after their opening attack failed

I've spit blood and body parts and broke strangle holds before gouging eyes

I've charged into fires, fought through blizzards and run from tornados

I've survived being hunted by gangs, killers and contract killers

The streets were my home, I hunted in the night and was hunted in turn


Please don't brag to me that you're a survivor because someone hit you. And don't tell me how 'tough' you are because of your training. As much as I've been through I know people who have survived much, much worse. - Marc MacYoung

WARNING, CAVEAT AND NOTE

The postings on this blog are my interpretation of readings, studies and experiences therefore errors and omissions are mine and mine alone. The content surrounding the extracts of books, see bibliography on this blog site, are also mine and mine alone therefore errors and omissions are also mine and mine alone and therefore why I highly recommended one read, study, research and fact find the material for clarity. My effort here is self-clarity toward a fuller understanding of the subject matter. See the bibliography for information on the books. Please make note that this article/post is my personal analysis of the subject and the information used was chosen or picked by me. It is not an analysis piece because it lacks complete and comprehensive research, it was not adequately and completely investigated and it is not balanced, i.e., it is my personal view without the views of others including subject experts, etc. Look at this as “Infotainment rather then expert research.” This is an opinion/editorial article/post meant to persuade the reader to think, decide and accept or reject my premise. It is an attempt to cause change or reinforce attitudes, beliefs and values as they apply to martial arts and/or self-defense. It is merely a commentary on the subject in the particular article presented.


Note: I will endevor to provide a bibliography and italicize any direct quotes from the materials I use for this blog. If there are mistakes, errors, and/or omissions, I take full responsibility for them as they are mine and mine alone. If you find any mistakes, errors, and/or omissions please comment and let me know along with the correct information and/or sources.



“What you are reading right now is a blog. It’s written and posted by me, because I want to. I get no financial remuneration for writing it. I don’t have to meet anyone’s criteria in order to post it. Not only I don’t have an employer or publisher, but I’m not even constrained by having to please an audience. If people won’t like it, they won’t read it, but I won’t lose anything by it. Provided I don’t break any laws (libel, incitement to violence, etc.), I can post whatever I want. This means that I can write openly and honestly, however controversial my opinions may be. It also means that I could write total bullshit; there is no quality control. I could be biased. I could be insane. I could be trolling. … not all sources are equivalent, and all sources have their pros and cons. These needs to be taken into account when evaluating information, and all information should be evaluated. - God’s Bastard, Sourcing Sources (this applies to this and other blogs by me as well; if you follow the idea's, advice or information you are on your own, don't come crying to me, it is all on you do do the work to make sure it works for you!)



“You should prepare yourself to dedicate at least five or six years to your training and practice to understand the philosophy and physiokinetics of martial arts and karate so that you can understand the true spirit of everything and dedicate your mind, body and spirit to the discipline of the art.” - cejames (note: you are on your own, make sure you get expert hands-on guidance in all things martial and self-defense)



“All I say is by way of discourse, and nothing by way of advice. I should not speak so boldly if it were my due to be believed.” - Montaigne


I am not a leading authority on any one discipline that I write about and teach, it is my hope and wish that with all the subjects I have studied it provides me an advantage point that I offer in as clear and cohesive writings as possible in introducing the matters in my materials. I hope to serve as one who inspires direction in the practitioner so they can go on to discover greater teachers and professionals that will build on this fundamental foundation. Find the authorities and synthesize a wholehearted and holistic concept, perception and belief that will not drive your practices but rather inspire them to evolve, grow and prosper. My efforts are born of those who are more experienced and knowledgable than I. I hope you find that path! See the bibliography I provide for an initial list of experts, professionals and masters of the subjects.

The Parable of Courage

A warrior stands —

not without fear, but despite —

steel blooms through the storm

 

The coward turns back;

the brave one walks trembling on —

same road, different heart

 

by CEJames (researcher/author) & Akira Ichinose (editor/research assistant)

 

CAVEAT (Keikoku [警告])

The content presented here is for educational and entertainment purposes only and does not constitute legal advice or a certified self-defense methodology. Laws governing the use of force vary by jurisdiction. Readers should consult a qualified attorney and seek instruction from a certified self-defense professional before making any decisions regarding personal protection.

 

Introduction: What Courage Actually Is

Let's get one thing out of the way right up front: courage is not the absence of fear. If you're not afraid, you're probably just uninformed — or you haven't been paying attention. Real courage, the kind worth talking about, is what happens when fear shows up and you act rightly anyway. 


Aristotle called it the golden mean between cowardice and recklessness, a deliberate, reasoned response to danger rather than a reflexive lurch in either direction (Aristotle, trans. 2009). Hemingway captured it more tersely when he described it as "grace under pressure" — though he lived it rather more chaotically than his prose suggested (Baker, 1969).


There are at least three flavors of courage worth distinguishing. 


  1. Physical courage is the kind that gets all the press — the firefighter who enters a burning building, the soldier who holds the line. 
  2. Moral courage is quieter but, in many ways, harder — the colleague who calls out a wrong in a room full of people who've all decided to stay quiet. And 
  3. Intellectual courage is rarest of all: the willingness to be wrong, to follow an argument wherever it leads, even when the destination makes you uncomfortable. 


All three deserve examination.


The best way to understand courage, though, isn't through a lecture. It's through a story. Let's try a few.

 

Parable One: The Old Fisherman and the Storm

There was once an old fisherman who had worked the waters off the coast of a small island for nearly fifty years. He had seen storms that swallowed boats whole and calms so perfect they looked like painted glass. Everyone on the island respected him — not because he had never been afraid, but because he had never let his fear make the decision for him.

One autumn, a young man came to apprentice under him. The boy was eager and strong but had the bravado common to those who have not yet been genuinely tested. On their third week out, a squall came up fast — the kind that doesn't announce itself — and the boy froze at the bow, gripping the rail with white knuckles.

The old fisherman didn't yell at him. He didn't console him either. He simply walked to the stern, adjusted the sail, and began working the lines with the calm efficiency of long practice. After a few minutes the boy unfroze and came to help, and together they brought the boat home.

Afterward, sitting by the fire, the boy said: "You weren't scared at all, were you?"

"I was terrified," the old man said. "I've been terrified every time a storm like that comes. I just know by now that the terror is not the captain of the boat — I am."

 

That's the essential point. Courage is not a feeling. It's a decision about what gets to be in charge when feelings are loud. The Stoic philosophers of ancient Rome — Marcus Aurelius foremost among them — argued similarly: you do not control events, but you always control your response to them (Aurelius, trans. 2002). The old fisherman has internalized this so thoroughly that it looks, from the outside, like fearlessness. It isn't. It's mastery.

 

Parable Two: The Student Who Spoke

In a classroom in a large university, there was a professor who was widely admired and, truthfully, a little feared. He had a sharp tongue and a sharper intellect, and students had long since learned that disagreeing with him in public was a reliable way to be publicly embarrassed.

One semester a quiet student sat in the back of the class. She was not remarkable in any way that anyone had yet noticed. One day the professor made a sweeping historical claim that she knew, from her own research, was simply incorrect. She watched as other students wrote the claim in their notebooks without question.

She raised her hand.

The professor, mildly annoyed, called on her. She laid out her evidence — carefully, respectfully, and with precision. The room was very quiet.

The professor paused for a long moment. Then he said: "You're right. I was wrong. Thank you." He didn't elaborate, and the class moved on.

But afterward, several students came to her quietly and said they had known he was wrong and hadn't said anything. She asked why. Most of them said the same thing: "I didn't want to look foolish."

She said: "Neither did I."

 

Moral courage is the willingness to accept social risk in the service of something true or right. The philosopher Rollo May called this kind of courage "the foundation of all other virtues," arguing that without it, good intentions collapse under social pressure every time (May, 1975). 


What made the student's act genuinely courageous was not that she was confident — she wasn't, not entirely — but that she acted on her evidence even when she was frightened of the consequences. That is moral courage stripped to its mechanism.


It is worth noticing what the professor did, too. Admitting error in front of a room full of people you've spent years impressing is its own form of courage — intellectual courage, specifically. It's harder than it sounds. Pride is a formidable opponent.

 

Courage in Everyday Life

We tend to reserve the language of courage for dramatic moments — battlefields and burning buildings. But Paul Tillich, the theologian and philosopher, argued in The Courage to Be (1952) that the most fundamental form of courage is the daily act of affirming one's own existence against the constant pressure of anxiety, meaninglessness, and doubt. That's not a small thing. That's Tuesday morning, when everything feels heavy and you get up anyway.


There is also the courage of vulnerability — Brené Brown's particular contribution to this conversation. In her research on shame and human connection, she found that the people who lived the most fully were not those who had managed to avoid emotional exposure, but those who had learned to walk into it willingly (Brown, 2010). To love someone knowing you might lose them. To create something knowing it might be rejected. To say "I don't know" in a culture that rewards confident answers. These are acts of courage.


The Buddhist tradition adds another dimension. In many Zen-influenced martial arts — and Okinawan karate especially, where the philosophy of shōjin (精進, ceaseless self-improvement) shapes the practitioner's whole orientation — courage is not a burst of adrenaline but a steady, cultivated quality that grows through practice. The dojo is, in one sense, a laboratory for developing courage: you put yourself in uncomfortable situations repeatedly, with awareness, until discomfort loses its power to dictate your behavior (Funakoshi, 1975). That is not very different from what the old fisherman learned on the water.

 

Parable Three: The Two Gates

A traveler came to a fork in the road where two gates stood. Above one gate was written: "This path is safe." Above the other: "This path is right."

An old keeper sat between them.

"Which should I take?" the traveler asked.

"That depends," said the keeper, "on what you can live with."

"I want to be safe," said the traveler. "But I also want to be right."

"Most people do," said the keeper. "But when the two gates point in different directions, you learn something about yourself."

The traveler stood there a long time. Then walked through the gate marked right. It was harder going. There were places where the path nearly disappeared. But at the end of the day's walk, there was a kind of quiet inside that the traveler had not felt before.

It did not have a name. It felt a little like peace.

 

There is a reason the great wisdom traditions — Stoic, Buddhist, Confucian, and the major monotheistic faiths alike — converge on courage as a cardinal virtue. It is not because courageous people are better than others. It is because courage is what makes the other virtues possible in practice


  • Compassion without courage becomes sentiment. 
  • Justice without courage becomes rhetoric. 
  • Wisdom without courage becomes cleverness in the service of comfort (Lewis, 1952).

 

A Counter-Argument: When Courage Goes Wrong

In the spirit of intellectual honesty, and with some genuine humility about the limits of the picture painted above, it is worth sitting with the strongest objection to courage-as-virtue: that it is not always a good thing, and that calling something "courage" can be a way of dressing up stubbornness, aggression, or recklessness in more flattering clothes.


This is not a trivial concern. The same trait that drives a person to act when action is necessary can, in a different context, produce someone who escalates a situation that called for de-escalation, charges into a problem that called for patience, or mistakes pride for principle. 


Military historians have documented countless examples of "courageous" frontal assaults that achieved nothing except adding bodies to the butcher's bill because the commander confused boldness with wisdom (Keegan, 1976). And on a smaller scale, the person who picks a fight to prove they're not afraid is not demonstrating courage — they're demonstrating that their ego has commandeered the wheel.


The philosopher Philip Zimbardo, whose work on situational evil (the Stanford Prison Experiment among its more disturbing applications) argued that "heroic" and "villainous" behavior often differ less in the character of the person than in the framing of the situation (Zimbardo, 2007). If courage is partly a social construction — if who gets called "brave" depends substantially on who's doing the naming — then we should be cautious about treating it as an unambiguous virtue.


There is also a legitimate argument that cultures which over-valorize courage as a masculine ideal cause real harm. The expectation that men should absorb pain, suppress fear, and push through at all costs has been linked to poorer health outcomes, higher rates of completed suicide, and difficulty seeking help when it is needed (Addis & Mahalik, 2003). In that context, one of the most genuinely courageous acts available to a man in many contemporary settings is admitting that he is struggling.


These are real criticisms. To acknowledge them is not to abandon the case for courage but to refine it. Courage, properly understood, requires judgment — the practical wisdom the Greeks called phronesis — 


to distinguish action from reaction, 

principle from stubbornness, 

boldness from recklessness (Aristotle, trans. 2009). 


Without that discernment, "courage" can be an excuse. With it, courage is indispensable.

 

Closing: The Thing Worth Saying

None of us will face a burning building most days. Many of us will face a conversation we'd rather avoid, a wrong we could let slide, a question whose honest answer frightens us. The parables in this essay are not about exceptional people in exceptional circumstances. The old fisherman was exceptional only in one respect: he had practiced being himself under pressure so many times that he had become reliable. The student was exceptional only in that she acted on what she already knew. The traveler at the two gates made one decision.


That is all courage is, most of the time: one decision


Made without guarantee of outcome. 

Made despite fear. 

Made because the alternative — 


to look back and know you chose the safe gate when the right one was standing right there — is harder to live with than the difficulty of the path itself.


The storm comes. The room gets quiet. The fork in the road appears. What then?


That, as the gate keeper would say, depends on what you can live with.

 

Bibliography

Addis, M. E., & Mahalik, J. R. (2003). Men, masculinity, and the contexts of help seeking. American Psychologist, 58(1), 5–14. https://doi.org/10.1037/0003-066X.58.1.5

Aristotle. (2009). Nicomachean ethics (W. D. Ross, Trans.). Oxford University Press. (Original work published ca. 340 BCE)

Aurelius, M. (2002). Meditations (G. Hays, Trans.). Random House. (Original work published ca. 180 CE)

Baker, C. (1969). Ernest Hemingway: A life story. Charles Scribner's Sons.

Brown, B. (2010). The gifts of imperfection: Let go of who you think you're supposed to be and embrace who you are. Hazelden Publishing.

Funakoshi, G. (1975). Karate-do: My way of life. Kodansha International.

Keegan, J. (1976). The face of battle: A study of Agincourt, Waterloo and the Somme. Viking Press.

Lewis, C. S. (1952). Mere Christianity. Geoffrey Bles.

May, R. (1975). The courage to create. W. W. Norton & Company.

Tillich, P. (1952). The courage to be. Yale University Press.

Zimbardo, P. (2007). The Lucifer effect: Understanding how good people turn evil. Random House.

 

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