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Please take a look at my Notable Quotes

Hey, Attention on Deck!

Hey, NOTHING here is PERSONAL, get over it - Teach Me and I will Learn!


When you begin to feel like you are a tough guy, a warrior, a master of the martial arts or that you have lived a tough life, just take a moment and get some perspective with the following:


I've stopped knives that were coming to disembowel me

I've clawed for my gun while bullets ripped past me

I've dodged as someone tried to put an ax in my skull

I've fought screaming steel and left rubber on the road to avoid death

I've clawed broken glass out of my body after their opening attack failed

I've spit blood and body parts and broke strangle holds before gouging eyes

I've charged into fires, fought through blizzards and run from tornados

I've survived being hunted by gangs, killers and contract killers

The streets were my home, I hunted in the night and was hunted in turn


Please don't brag to me that you're a survivor because someone hit you. And don't tell me how 'tough' you are because of your training. As much as I've been through I know people who have survived much, much worse. - Marc MacYoung

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“All I say is by way of discourse, and nothing by way of advice. I should not speak so boldly if it were my due to be believed.” - Montaigne


I am not a leading authority on any one discipline that I write about and teach, it is my hope and wish that with all the subjects I have studied it provides me an advantage point that I offer in as clear and cohesive writings as possible in introducing the matters in my materials. I hope to serve as one who inspires direction in the practitioner so they can go on to discover greater teachers and professionals that will build on this fundamental foundation. Find the authorities and synthesize a wholehearted and holistic concept, perception and belief that will not drive your practices but rather inspire them to evolve, grow and prosper. My efforts are born of those who are more experienced and knowledgable than I. I hope you find that path! See the bibliography I provide for an initial list of experts, professionals and masters of the subjects.

Monkey/Lizard in SD

What people mean by “monkey mind” and “lizard brain” (and why self-defense folks use them)


Monkey mind (useful metaphor)


“Monkey mind” comes from Buddhist/Chan/Zen traditions (心猿) and points to a restless, bouncing, distractible mindthoughts leaping branch to branch, grabbing at worries, narratives, and impulses.  


In self-defense terms, it describes attention that won’t stay put: scanning wildly, catastrophizing, second-guessing, or mentally rehearsing “what ifs” instead of perceiving what’s actually happening.


Lizard brain (popular—but scientifically outdated shorthand)


“Lizard brain” usually points to the triune brain idea (Paul MacLean): reptilian complex (basal ganglia/brainstem) → limbic system → neocortex.  


Modern neuroscience widely treats that story as oversimplified: emotion and cognition are deeply interdependent; the “limbic = emotion / cortex = reason” split doesn’t hold cleanly.  


Self-defense takeaway: both phrases are metaphors for predictable threat effects on attention, decision-making, and action—not literal “old brain takes over, new brain shuts off.”


The threat-response reality underneath the metaphors


When danger cues hit, your body/brain shifts modes. Two evidence-backed pieces matter a lot for self-defense:


1) The defense cascade (what “freeze/fight/flight” is pointing at)


Human threat responding often follows a cascade: arousal → fight/flight → freezing (fight/flight “on hold”) → tonic immobility / collapsed immobility in inescapable threat.  


This maps cleanly onto why some people move, some lock up, and some go compliant/immobile—even when they “wanted” to do something else.


2) Stress can rapidly reduce prefrontal “top-down” control


The prefrontal cortex (PFC) supports working memory, flexible judgment, inhibition, and plans. Acute uncontrollable stress can rapidly impair PFC function, while biasing behavior toward more habitual/emotional responses.  


That’s the real engine behind what people call “lizard brain”: less deliberation, more reflex/habit—not because you became a reptile, but because stress chemistry shifts network balance.


How “monkey mind” shows up in self-defense (and what it costs you)


Common monkey-mind failure modes in conflict

1. Attentional pinball: eyes/attention bounce between threats, exits, bystanders, imagined weapons, etc. (high scanning, low seeing). (Conceptually aligns with threat-driven attentional capture; see weapon-focus/attention research below.)  

2. Narrative override: your inner story (“this guy will kill me,” “I can’t fight,” “I must prove…”) crowds out perception.

3. Decision churn: repeatedly revisiting choices instead of committing to one protective action.

4. Startle → rumination loop: after a spike, you mentally replay and miss the next cue.


A related, well-studied effect: weapon focus


Under threat, attention can narrow onto a salient object (like a weapon), hurting memory for other details—a lab-supported phenomenon called the weapon focus effect.  


Self-defense implication: your “monkey mind” may lock onto one scary element (knife/hand/waistband) and miss other critical inputs (second attacker, exit line, distance changes).


How “lizard brain” shows up in self-defense (what actually changes)


Perception

Threat bias & narrowing: faster detection of danger cues, but more tunnel-like selection under high arousal.  


Decision-making

Reduced flexible thinking: stress can reduce PFC-mediated functions (working memory, inhibition, reappraisal), making it harder to run complex decision trees in real time.  

Habit capture: under stress, you’re more likely to do what’s most trained/most rehearsed (or most socially conditioned).


Action

Skill degradation under stress: high stress can degrade complex “line-of-duty” style skills and performance (including self-defense skills) compared with low stress.  

Practical translation: complexity is fragile; simplicity is robust.


Training implications: how to work with these systems (self-defense practicals)


1) Build “anti-monkey” attention habits (simple, repeatable)

Name → orient → choose: label the cue (“hands,” “distance,” “exit”), orient body/eyes, choose one action.

External anchors: train to re-anchor on distance, hands, exits instead of internal narration.


2) Stress-proof your decision tree (PFC-friendly design)


Because stress can impair prefrontal control quickly  , favor:

If/then rules (implementation intentions): “If they close inside X, then I angle off + create distance + voice.”

2–3 option menu, not 12 options.

Default actions you’ll accept doing under adrenaline: fence/guard position, angle out, get loud, leave.


3) Train the defense cascade deliberately (especially freeze)


Since freezing/immobility can be a normal part of the cascade  :

Startle drills (safe): sudden cue → immediate exhale → move feet → hands up → verbal line.

Permission to move: many people unfreeze faster when they’ve rehearsed that freezing is normal and recoverable.


4) Reality-based reps (so “lizard brain” pulls useful habits)


Given stress pushes you toward habit responses  :

Train the exact protective habits you want to appear automatically: boundary setting, exit-seeking footwork, covering head, clinch survival basics, etc.

Add graduated stress (time pressure, noise, surprise, social friction), because skills can degrade under high stress   and you want to find the simplest version that survives.


Traceability: key self-defense claims → sources

“Monkey mind” = Buddhist-origin metaphor for restless, uncontrolled thought →  

“Lizard brain” commonly derives from triune brain framing (MacLean) →  

Triune framing is oversimplified; emotion/cognition are interdependent →  

Human defense cascade includes arousal, fight/flight, freeze, tonic/collapsed immobility →  

Acute stress can rapidly impair PFC cognitive abilities; stress shifts balance toward amygdala/basal ganglia responses →  

Weapon focus effect: weapon draws attention; memory for other details impaired →  

High stress can degrade complex motor/operational performance including self-defense-related skills →  


Fact check (audit of the explanation)


 High-confidence, well-supported

Defense cascade stages (including freezing and immobility variants) are documented in clinical/neurophysiological literature.  

Stress impairs PFC top-down functions and can shift control toward more habitual/emotional responding.  

Weapon focus effect exists and involves attentional capture and memory tradeoffs.  

Skill performance under acute stress can degrade for complex tasks relevant to defensive contexts.  


⚠️ Medium-confidence / needs careful wording (common overstatements)

“Amygdala hijack disables your frontal lobes.” Popular articles often phrase it this way  , but the more accurate statement is: stress neuromodulators can rapidly reduce PFC network function and bias responding toward other systems, not a literal “off switch.”  


 Myth / oversimplification (corrected)

“Lizard brain” / triune brain as literal anatomy-to-behavior map. Triune brain is historically influential   but is widely criticized as an inaccurate model for how emotion and cognition interact; the brain is not cleanly separated into independent “reptile vs mammal vs human” controllers.  


Here’s a clean, one-page self-defense training checklist designed to work with monkey mind and stress physiology, not against it. It’s meant to be printed, laminated, and used—before, during, and after training.


ONE-PAGE SELF-DEFENSE TRAINING CHECKLIST


(Monkey Mind & Stress-Brain Compatible)


1) PRE-CONTACT: ATTENTION & AWARENESS (Anti-Monkey Mind)


Goal: Keep perception outside your head.


Check:

☐ Eyes on handsdistanceexits

☐ One threat at a time (don’t mentally chase all possibilities)

☐ Breathing slow enough to speak clearly

☐ Inner narration paused (“observe, don’t explain”)


Anchor phrase (silent):


Hands. Distance. Exit.


2) CONTACT TRIGGER: STARTLE → ACTION BRIDGE


Goal: Prevent freeze or shorten it.


Immediate sequence (1–2 seconds):

1. ☐ Exhale (sharp or long—either breaks freeze)

2. ☐ Move feet (angle, step, or widen stance)

3. ☐ Hands up (protect head / frame)

4. ☐ Voice on (“Back up.” / “Stay back.”)


Rule: Movement beats perfect technique.


3) IF / THEN DECISION RULES (Stress-Proof)


Goal: Reduce thinking under adrenaline.

☐ IF distance is open → THEN move, create space, leave

☐ IF distance collapses → THEN cover, clinch, angle off

☐ IF escape appears → THEN disengage immediately

☐ IF frozen → THEN exhale + move anything


Rule: Two options max. No debate.


4) BODY POSITION DEFAULTS (Habit Capture)


Goal: Give the stress brain good habits to grab.

☐ Chin tucked, spine tall

☐ Elbows in, forearms active

☐ Hands between head and threat

☐ Feet always able to move


Default stance:


Balanced. Mobile. Non-threatening but ready.


5) MONKEY MIND WARNING SIGNS (Self-Monitor)


If you notice any of these, re-anchor immediately:

☐ Rapid internal commentary

☐ “What if” spirals

☐ Visual tunneling

☐ Replaying past/future scenarios


Reset:


Name one real thing you see + move your feet.


6) FREEZE RECOVERY PROTOCOL


Goal: Normalize and exit freezing.

☐ Accept freeze (“This is normal.”)

☐ Long exhale

☐ Micro-movement (toes, fingers, shoulders)

☐ Expand movement (step, turn, frame)


Rule: Freeze is a phase, not a failure.


7) POST-CONTACT RESET (Learning Lock-In)


Within 2 minutes after:

☐ Slow breathing (downshift nervous system)

☐ One thing you saw clearly

☐ One action that worked

☐ One small improvement (not ten)


Do NOT:

⛔ Overanalyze

⛔ Replay emotionally

⛔ Judge performance


8) TRAINING DESIGN CHECK (For Instructors / Self-Practice)

☐ Fewer techniques, more reps

☐ Add surprise gradually

☐ Train exits, not finishes

☐ Include voice + movement

☐ Stress last, not first


Measure success: What shows up automatically.


FINAL RULES (Read Before Every Session)

Simplicity survives stress

Perception beats prediction

Movement breaks fear

Training is for reality, not ego


Attentional pinball, Narrative override, Decision churn, and the Startle/rumination loop


Below I’m going to treat Attentional pinballNarrative overrideDecision churn, and the Startle/rumination loop as useful “field labels” for patterns you see in self-defense…then I’ll map each one to well-studied cognitive/affective mechanisms (because several of these exact phrases are not standard scientific terms in the research literature).


1) Attentional pinball (self-defense meaning)


What it looks like (in a bad moment):

Your attention “bounces” between threat cues (hands, waistband, distance, exits), internal sensations (heart, breath, tunnel vision), and irrelevant distractors (someone’s words, a bystander, your phone, “what if…”), without settling long enough to build a clean picture.


Best research-aligned translation:

A shift from goal-directed attention to stimulus-driven attention, especially under anxiety/threat.

Elevated attentional bias to threat + poorer ability to inhibit and shift attention effectively (executive control).  


Why it happens:

Anxiety/threat tends to impair attentional control while increasing pull toward threat-related stimuli (external threats and internal “worry thoughts”).  


Why it matters in self-defense:

You can become busy visually scanning but slow to decide, because your attention never stabilizes long enough to:

confirm intent,

manage distance/position,

notice pre-assault indicators consistently,

execute a simple plan.


Training countermeasures (practical):

Attentional anchors (breath + one external cue): “Exhale—hands—distance—exit.”

Inhibition training: practice not looking at decoys (verbal bait, insults, “look over there” gestures).

One-scan rule: quick scan → commit to one primary cue (hands/space) and one secondary cue (exit/cover).


2) Narrative override (self-defense meaning)


What it looks like:

Your brain forces events into a story that feels coherent right now, even if the sensory data contradicts it:

“He’s just drunk.”

“This is probably nothing.”

“If I leave, I’m overreacting.”

Or the opposite: “This is definitely an attack,” when it’s ambiguous.


Best research-aligned translation:

A mix of:

Top-down expectations steering perception (schema-driven interpretation),

threat appraisal biases under anxiety,

and compensatory storytelling when attention/control is taxed.

Attentional Control Theory explicitly describes anxiety pushing cognition away from task goals and toward threat-related processing—internally (worry) and externally (threat cues).  


Why it matters in self-defense:

Narrative override causes interpretation lock:

you miss disconfirming cues,

delay boundary-setting or leaving,

or escalate prematurely because your story is already “written.”


Training countermeasures:

Two-hypothesis habit (fast): “Benign OR hostile—what evidence would flip me?”

Data words instead of story words: replace “He’s creepy” with “He closed distance twice; hands hidden; blocking my path.”

Decision triggers: pre-commit rules like “If distance closes inside X + hands not visible → I move.”


3) Decision churn (self-defense meaning)


What it looks like:

Repeatedly cycling options (“Should I leave? Should I talk? Should I square up? Should I film? Should I…”) without acting.

You keep “re-deciding” the same decision as new micro-cues arrive.


Best research-aligned translation:

Cognitive fatigue / decision fatigue + degraded willingness/ability to make effortful choices as decision load accumulates.  

Under stress/anxiety, executive control is already taxed, so the system defaults to simpler/shorter-horizon choices.  


Why it matters in self-defense:

Churn burns the limited time you have before a situation becomes irreversible (close range, weapon access, being cornered).

It also increases the chance you end up with a latemessy action.


Training countermeasures:

If–Then rules (preloaded decisions): “If unknown contact closes inside arm’s reach → angle off + hands up + verbal boundary.”

Constraint-based tactics: pick 1–2 default moves (create distance, get behind cover, leave) and drill them until they’re automatic.

Short verbal scripts reduce decision load (“Back up.” / “I can’t help you.” / “Stop right there.”).


4) Startle/rumination loop (self-defense meaning)


What it looks like:

Startle spike (adrenaline jolt, flinch, freeze, “oh sh*t”) → then afterwards (or even during) the mind replays:

“What did that mean?”

“What if…”

“I should’ve…”

The replay keeps your body in a threat state and can prime you to overreact—or to be exhausted and slower next time.


Best research-aligned translation:

Startle response is a defensive reflex used in emotion/threat research and is tightly linked to defensive circuitry.  

Rumination/worry as “perseverative cognition” can prolong physiological threat activation even after the event.  


Why it matters in self-defense:

Immediately: startle can cause time loss (freeze), clumsy movement, or attentional pinball.

Afterward: rumination can keep you hypervigilant and bias future perception toward threat. (Threat-bias/hypervigilance patterns are well documented in anxiety-related attention research.)  


Training countermeasures:

Startle inoculation: safe surprise-start drills (sudden pad touch, loud cue) → immediate “exhale + move.”

Physiological downshift after: breathing that emphasizes long exhale + simple labeling (“Replay is running; body is safe now.”)

After-action review with a stop rule: debrief for 5 minutes, write 3 lessons, then end it (prevents endless rumination).


Traceability map (field term → established constructs → key sources)

Attentional pinball → stimulus-driven attention, attentional bias to threat, impaired inhibition/shifting under anxiety → Attentional Control Theory + attentional bias reviews/meta-analyses.  

Narrative override → top-down interpretation under cognitive load/anxiety; worry pulling attention internally → Attentional Control Theory and related work.  

Decision churn → decision fatigue / cognitive fatigue; reduced decision quality/effort with cumulative decision burden → decision fatigue conceptual analysis + 2025 systematic review(s).  

Startle/rumination loop → startle as defensive reflex + perseverative cognition prolonging stress physiology → startle research + perseverative cognition hypothesis.  


Fact check of the above (what’s solid vs what’s interpretive)


High-confidence / well-supported

Anxiety shifts attention: it reduces goal-directed attentional control and increases influence of stimulus-driven attention; it increases processing of threat-related stimuli; inhibition and shifting are key functions affected.  

Threat attention bias exists and varies: anxious individuals often orient faster to threat and have difficulty disengaging; the literature is heterogeneous and context-dependent.  

Decision fatigue is a studied construct with peer-reviewed conceptual analyses and recent systematic reviews in applied contexts (including healthcare).  

Startle is a well-established defensive reflex used as a translational tool in emotion research; defensive circuitry (including PAG-linked mechanisms) is actively studied.  

Rumination/worry can prolong physiological activation after stressors (perseverative cognition hypothesis).  


Medium-confidence / reasonable inference (supported, but not “named” this way)

Using the labels “attentional pinball,” “narrative override,” “decision churn,” “startle/rumination loop” as self-defense-friendly names is interpretive. The underlying mechanisms are well supported, but the exact terms are not standard scientific constructs.

“Pinball” language does appear in some educational writing about attention, but that doesn’t make it a formal construct.  


Low-confidence / not supported as formal terminology

“Narrative override” and “decision churn” show up heavily in blogs/business writing rather than as established research terms (in the way “attentional control theory,” “decision fatigue,” “rumination,” etc. are). So I used them as descriptive umbrellas rather than claiming they’re canonical terms. (Example non-academic usage of “decision churn” appears in popular writing.)  

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